Pressure Review!

On December 15th, Jeezy released his eighth studio album titled, Pressure. The project consists of thirteen tracks, with features from J. Cole, Kendrick Lamar, Kodak Black, Payroll Giovanni, Rick Ross, Sean Combs, Tee Grizzley, Tory Lanez, Trey Songz, Wizkid, YG, and 2 Chainz. Listening to the album, you still get those motivational lyrics and knocking beats prevalent in Jeezy's music. However, you can tell that his subject matter has evolved. He seems to be moving on from music about being in the trap, and on to enjoying the fruits of his labor. On tracks like "Bottles Up", he's celebrating his success and showcasing "trap excellence". As he stated in his interview with The Breakfast Club, this album reflects his current lifestyle. With a career as extensive as Jeezy's, it's only natural to see maturity over the years. He's been around the game for awhile, and he possesses a lot of wisdom that he passes on through his music, as well as off-the-mic moves. I've always respected his longevity and consistency. Pressure gives you the perspective of one that has made the most of their struggle, and built success from the bottom-up. His growth is showcased in tracks like "In A Major Way", where he talks about being a multi-millionaire from the hood. You have to appreciate a successful person that hasn't forgotten their roots. I'm not the most hardcore Jeezy fan, but I enjoyed listening to this album. Jeezy stays true to his style, and is complemented by some special guest verses. The production is spectacular, and definitely fitting for a Jeezy album. I recommend the tracks "This Is It", "Pressure", and "American Dream".

The Man Within Me: A Singular Perspective of the Collective African-American Struggle

A man has been abducted from his home, and is displaced into a foreign land. He is stripped of all ties to his home; and is forced into a language, a religion, and a law to abide by. He is also forced to labor for his kidnapper. This labor is excruciating, and takes a toll on him physically, mentally, and spiritually. He labors for so long that he builds wealth for the kidnapper and others in the land, with nothing to show for himself. He tried many times to escape. He tried to run away, he tried to articulate his struggles to the masses, he even tried to kill his kidnapper. These attempts only led to worse punishment. It wasn't until outside forces realized this situation was wrong, and joined him in the fight to achieve freedom. This achieved freedom is worth celebrating, but his struggle doesn't stop there.

Upon freedom, he is set out into the world. He has no remembrance of life before the kidnapping. All he knows is this foreign land, and the struggle he has endured. Now, his best option is to try to make it in this foreign land. There's a problem though. The people of this land do not accept him. They refuse to associate with him, and regard him as inferior. They refuse to eat with him, refuse to go to school with him, and even refuse to use the same bathroom as him. How can he succeed in a society that doesn't allow him to participate? He is forced on his own. He is able to do some amazing things on his own. He starts successful businesses, creates beautiful art, and is even able to invent. There's a problem though. Anytime he builds a business, creates a piece, or invents; his work is destroyed, stolen, and he never receives due credit. He realizes he's in a lose-lose situation. Things must change.

He begins to organize, and advocate for his fair treatment. This organization is pivotal, but he still faces internal struggles. Part of him wants to continue to fight for equality in this land, and part of him wants to go back to the land he was abducted from. Nonetheless, he expressed his struggle to the world. He's been mistreated, excluded from society, and disconnected from his history. This land he made wealthy has treated him like anything but human. He was even forced to fight for this land in war, knowing that they treated him like an enemy. It was important for his story to reach a wide audience. The word is spread, and his story becomes a highly publicized issue. Others join him in the fight for equal treatment in this land, this land which ought to be considered his home after all these years. This battle for equal treatment is hard-fought. It takes protests, arrests, and even deaths for him to receive the rights of a human being. It's a slow process, but eventually the government of this land prohibits discrimination against this man. Another step in the right direction, but it doesn't stop there.

Although it's now unlawful to discriminate against him, he still faces injustice. It turns out that the hate against him is engrained in the society. The society has painted him as a villain, someone to be feared. He now faces an institutional struggle. It's hard for him to attain a job, find quality housing, and receive proper education. It seems that the law wasn't able to rewire the perception of him among citizens of the land. He realizes he is still not accepted. He has to find an alternative way to survive. This causes him to fall into all sorts of traps. One of his biggest traps was drugs. Drugs led him to multiple arrests, and nearly destroyed him internally. This continued mistreatment led to frustration, which he sometimes expressed through violence. Although the government now called for his equal treatment, this was still a dark period for him. He had to develop consciousness, and learn to love himself despite all the madness he faced. This included looking back on his struggle, finding some peace within himself, and building off the great contributions to society that he never received credit for. Things have improved from this period, but the struggle continues.

The man still lives today. He lives with anxiety that the pattern of his history will repeat itself. He lives with curiosity of who he was before the kidnapping. He lives with pressures of society that try to box him in. He lives with an education system that tries to marginalize his contributions to society. He lives with those that try to disregard his struggle, and encourage him to simply move on. He lives with those that tell him to leave the land he helped build, and go back to the land he was abducted from. He lives with the scars and internal struggles of his journey. Most importantly, he lives. He lives in my ancestors. He lives in my family. He lives in me.

Thanksgiving 2K17

There's something special about coming together with family members. You share genetics, memories, and traditions with these people, which produces a unique sense of intimacy. One of my family's most valued traditions is our Thanksgiving reunions. We all travel from our different locations to meet up at a family member's home. It's a time for us to catch up with each other and share details relating to our work, school, and other extraordinary life happenings. This year, Thanksgiving was hosted by my aunt in South Carolina. She did an amazing job to make things flow smoothly, and made sure everyone was comfortable. There was an array of dishes. The food was spectacular, of course. My favorite dishes were the smoked turkey and macaroni & cheese. I definitely overindulged, and had to resist a food coma for the rest of the evening.  After eating, it was time for the Slice of Heaven cooking contest. The contest is a family tradition that was established in 2010. My mother and her siblings compete to make the best version of a chosen food item. This year's food item was cake. We had four contestants this year, and four judges. The winner was none other than my mother. It was her first time winning, and bringing the trophy back home. While everyone was gathered at the conclusion of the contest, another cake was placed on the table. Only this cake was not another contest entry. My cousin and his wife were announcing a new addition to the family. They presented us with a gender reveal cake. It was a huge surprise that no one saw coming. The cake was sliced, and a pink frosting emerged. It was a legendary moment. We all rejoiced with the news that our family was growing. It was a day filled with laughter, joy, and excitement. You wish that times like these could last forever. These times provide positive memories that stick with you for a lifetime. I enjoyed my Thanksgiving, and the day was filled with rich experiences. Just know that I did eventually succumb to that food coma, and didn't awake until around noon on Friday. For a visual representation of my family's Thanksgiving, check out my sister's vlog below. Thanks for reading, and enjoy your holiday season.

My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy Turns 7!

Seven years ago, Kanye West released his fifth studio album, My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy. The album consists of thirteen tracks, with features from Bon Iver, CyHi the Prynce, Jay-Z, John Legend, Justin Vernon, Kid Cudi, Nicki Minaj, Pusha T, RZA, Raekwon, Rick Ross, and Swizz Beats. It stands as an important piece of Kanye's discography. During this period, Kanye was under much scrutiny for a controversial interruption during Taylor Swift's acceptance speech at the 2009 MTV Video Music Awards. This among other pressures, led him to undergo a self-imposed exile in Hawaii. In some cases, artists make great work during times of turmoil. It's similar to finding a diamond in the rough. I certainly consider this project to be one of those cases. It was reported that West never slept a full night at the house he rented in Hawaii. Instead, he chose to take power naps in the studio, and had rented three rooms so that songs could be crafted simultaneously. He flew in a variety of premier artists and producers to collaborate with. One of the most interesting stories I found surrounding the development of this album, was that Kanye hired two private chefs, one for hot food, and one for cold food. The album is regarded as one of the most expensive albums to make, with an estimate listed at $3 million. He really invested his all into this project. Listening to the album, it's evident that plenty of time, thought, and energy was put into the composition of this album. It's truly a work of art. Through expressing himself, Kanye allowed us to experience his mindset during this time. You can feel the emotion he puts into crafting tracks like "Blame Game" and "Lost In The World." There's a theme of dealing with pressures of the celebrity lifestyle, relationship/personal issues, as well as internal struggles. This theme resembles the pressures Kanye faced in real life during this period. Throughout his career, Kanye's work has always reflected the essence of his current lifestyle. His work is a realist perspective of his life. For this reason, it's unfair to divide his career as "old" or "new" Kanye. He's the same artist in a different space. My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy was a "dark" space that yielded "beautiful" music. My favorite tracks off the album are "Gorgeous" and "Runaway." Thanks for reading.

Hip-Hop as a Human

Here's a piece I wrote when I was 16, around the time when Kendrick Lamar's To Pimp A Butterfly released.

Hip Hop is like a human.
Upon creation it started out saying random words like a crying infant that struggles to communicate with you (infant stages/rappers delight era).
 Next, it grew into a child and its only goal was to have fun. It began to build relationships with a core group of people that shared its common values (childhood/Run-DMC era).
 It then grew into a teenager. At this stage it battled through a confusing period, still about being cool and having fun but yet wanting to be understood (early teenage years/ late 80s early 90s).
 Next, it developed into an older teenager and it wanted to appear hard, be heard, and struggled to find itself. It did crazy things to express the chaos within it, so it turned to crime and often gave off a negative and dark vibe. Unfortunately, this gave off a negative impression and caused some people to stay away from it and damaged relationships (late teenage years/gangsta rap era).
 After the transition it became a young adult and experienced a rejuvenation, while it still held on to some of the baggage from it's teenage years, it started to be more about fun again and was filled with new energy (young adulthood/2000/early 2010s hip hop).
Today, it has taken its past experiences and wants to change for the better. As it knows one day it won't be so strong, and has to make the most positive impact it can while it still has this energy. It plans to combine this energy with the wisdom it has picked up along the way (adulthood/ Kendrick Lamar/ J. Cole/ current state of Hip Hop).

Syre Review!

On November 17th, Jaden Smith released his debut studio album, Syre. The album consists of seventeen tracks, with features from A$AP Rocky and Raury. The title of the album refers to his name, Jaden Christopher Syre Smith. If you're familiar with Jaden Smith, you know he operates on a higher frequency than most. His elevated thinking is clearly on display within this album. With this one, Smith gives us a tour of his mind. It's expressive, it's deep, and it's artful. I feel this album will really resonate with the youth. The transition between tracks is so smooth that it was hard for me to notice when the song changed. Pay attention to his lyricism too, he drops some gems. I'm deeply impressed with this project. He exhibits flow, emotion, and that Jaden Smith philosophy. When listening, you'll experience the free range of his mind. He knows no boundaries. My favorite tracks are "Falcon" and "Breakfast." Definitely give this one a listen. Thanks for reading.


    

4:44 Tour Review!

On November 17th, I attended Jay-Z's 4:44 tour in Charlotte, NC. It has been going on since October 27th, and will last through December 21st. The tour is in support of Jay-Z's thirteenth studio album, 4:44, which released in the summer of 2017. Vic Mensa serves as the opening act. I won't spoil the set list for you, but it covers a wide range of Hov's career.  He has so many hits that the show could've went on for hours longer. I had a great time. The stage design consisted of an octagon in the center of the arena. I thought this was cool, because it allowed each section of the audience to have an equal perspective of the performer. The screens at the concert also moved around, which was a nice visual aspect of the show. My last time seeing Jay perform was in 2011 during the Watch the Throne tour. He's laid-back, but his music has the power to set an arena on fire. You have to respect his longevity in the game. Not too many artists have a catalog of hits from the 90's till 2017. As a fan, I wish I could hear all of his work performed. If he somehow did a total catalog show where he performed everything, you would definitely catch me in the crowd. Those in attendance received a six-month free trial of Tidal. The tour is ongoing, so if possible, I highly recommend checking it out. You have to take advantage of the opportunity to witness a living legend. Thanks for reading!